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Doyle's Devotions to the Goddess
My life. Love it, leave it. Choices I've made, regretted, accepted, you'll find it all here.
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Monday, February 25, 2002 :::
And so it begins... again.
I'm depressed. And frustrated and tired of this. Today I had my weigh-in for the Air Force. This one was actually a free-one. Next month is the real weigh-in. I knew I was going to be over, I always am, but I wasn't expecting it to be this bad.
290lbs... freaking big fat-ass! According to the Air Force, I'm 40 pounds overweight. I'm normally 10 pounds over anyways, cause I'm 6'8 and I don't look like a string bean. But 290? Almost 300 damn pounds!! Jeez... I was not expecting that. Afterwards, I had the taping for body-fat percentage. I need 20% or below, and I'm at a big-fat 27%... I was never this bad before. The highest I was at was 24%.. normally I am at 21-22%.
I knew about this for awhile now, I've been a little stressed and frustrated over it too, kinda snapping and jumpy. I didn't tell Suz, but she might have known something was up. She's been frustrated a bit too. I'm sorry if anything I did upset you honey.
I really hate this crap. I'm in the Air Force, but I work on computers and networks. What difference does it make if I'm a bit overweight? Last year I didn't get to test for SSGT because of my damn weight. This year I am going to make sure I can.
I am going to start getting into shape. I don't care if I am below the Air Force standards or not, but 290 is way too much. I will settle for 250... that's my goal. I'll keep everyone informed of how it goes. Wish me luck, I'm gonna need it.
::: posted by Scott at 2:42 PM
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