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Doyle's Devotions to the Goddess
My life. Love it, leave it. Choices I've made, regretted, accepted, you'll find it all here.
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Tuesday, March 11, 2003 :::
I performed the ceremony and officially declared myself a follower of the Goddess. It felt good, a sense of peace seemed to wash over me. There was a short prayer and offering that I did, then I went outside and stared at the moon and touched an old tree outside, feeling the texture of the bark and the life essence within. It felt different, like it wasn't clouded... I don't know. I'm officially a Neo-Pagan now... I'll have to look into changing my dogtags. By the Force and the Spirit within... may the Goddess shine down upon me.
::: posted by Scott at 8:48 PM
Greetings Goddess... been quite awhile great Isis, I apologize. I had originally posted around the end of last month, but my post got deleted and never appeared. =( Anyway, I'm on leave now... started out stressful and I wasn't sure if I was going to have to work on my birthday, but you ensured everything worked out fine in the end. Thank you for that. My time off has been going well, I've been relaxing and just enjoying not having to work. My crappy truck died, luckily, I had already bought a new car... a '96 Hyndaui Accent. It's very nice, drives really well. Transferred over the insurance, just need to get it registered.
Suz has been having some mood swings, been making me worry. I was hoping to have her more upbeat while I was on leave and enjoy time with her more. I know some of the things that are bothering her, and others I'm sure have to deal with me leaving. I wish there was something I could do... watch out for her, Goddess. Please keep her safe and comfort her throughout the day.
Today I had sword-class. I really enjoy doing that. Makes me feel like an Immortal from Highlander or something. It's alot of fun and a good work-out. I hope I can do it while I'm gone.
At work, they kicked me out of my office. That kinda frustrated me. We finally make the office all nice, and even get new funiture. I get my area all set for me, and they decide to move the bigwigs up there and I have to move. I should've known. Kinda crappy if you ask me. Couldn't have waited until I was gone?? Whatever..
Tonight is the waxing moon... symbol of your being. Suz has been reading the Paganism book to me and I am really enjoying it and learning from it. I'm going to go offer you a prayer of devotion after I am finished writing this entry. For now, I ask that you watch over us and protect us great Isis, give us warmth and comfort in the days to come... things will be getting harder as the time draws nearer. Embrace us in your love, give Suz the strength to endure, give me the wisdom to help her, give us the love and happiness we both so desperately cherish and desire. Than you, my Goddess. By the Force and the Spirit within... all my love.
::: posted by Scott at 7:44 PM
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